12/29/2007

PACK AND MOVE IT

dear diary,

today, went to the new house and did some checking. after that, we went to my aunt's house because there was a function.

it's a malay tradition. every time, a new baby is born, we have to sacrifice an animal and cut a little of the baby's hair. and the baby is Zara El Sofia!

i swear, she is the cutest thing i've ever seen. plus, she likes me! A LOT! (:

ZARA + ELLIS!


then, i followed my sister to her fiance's house. i played with the cats there. it was fun.

we stopped for slurpee at 7-11 after visiting them. and after that, we went home.

i took a short nap.

i woke up and i saw my sister using the computer and my brother just came back from his trip with his friends to Time Square.

i got up and told them to start packing more things. and so we did.

see, we were supposed to move on the 25th. but it was postponed to the 30th.

however, there wasn't any lorries available on the 30th so we had to postpone it to 31st!


i was so angry!


with postponing dates to remember, ellis.

12/28/2007

celebration time

dear diary,

later, we are going to Monte's which is at Bangsar, for dinner to celebrate Aryl's good results.

although, last night, we did already celebrate at this western food place called D'FORTUNE, but, it wasn't that proper. plus, Bell wasn't around.

I had to watch RUGRATS GO WILD today because IRA wanted to. it wasn't that bad. but it was still boring.

i don't know why i used to love that movie!



i've been writing songs during the holidays. i'm kind of good in it. BUT I DON'T WANT ANYBODY TO READ IT. it's sort of private.

anyway, i kept on thinking, why aren't there more talent scouts around the world, you know? i mean, if there were more, i would have already been discovered and famous. but there aren't any.

which is awfully sad. ):

with sadness, ellis.

12/27/2007

i've got mother skills, believe it or not.

dear diary,

today, i followed my sweetheart IRA to her kindergarten. i stayed there for like 3 hours. it was soooooo BORING. but it was soooooo cute to see IRA make friends!

after the kindergarten, we walked back to her house - which is at the same block as her kindergarten - to leave her school bag and change her clothes.

i had to do it ALL BY MYSELF because everybody was busy. My parents and my brother were at Kepong Baru School because my brother had to receive his results today, which by the way, he got 8 A'S! (HEBAT!)

IRA's parents were busy, so they had to go to work early. so, I, ALONE, had to go to the house, change IRA'S clothes and make sure she was ready to walk to the restaurant to have lunch.

I made sure that each of us had an umbrella. she wanted to take her small MICKEY umbrella and so i let her. she was so cute! walking side by side with her and holding umbrellas was like we were in a movie. or shooting a video clip. we should be on the video clip for the song "UMBRELLA by RIHANNA".

ANYWAYYY

i met Aryl at Spicy Kitchen and we had lunch together, just the three of us.'

after lunch, we walked home.

so all together, we did a lot of walking today.

with moving feet, ellis.

12/26/2007

cheerleading instructor!

dear diary,

i stayed at home the whole day today.

my brother and i played a little Condition Zero today. i actually had fun! (:

then, my cute little sunshining babe, IRA came over. we watched BRING IT ON : IN IT TO WIN IT together.

after the movie, she told me to teach her some of the cheer moves seeing as i am a cheerleader myself, just to let you know! (: and so, i agreed to teach her some cheer moves.

we did some stretching which i haven't done in quite a while. i realized that i am a stiff robot now. OMG. i'd better be practicing from now on if i want to be a DYNAMITEZ next year. i hear it's quite a competition the audition.

well anyway, i taught IRA some cheer motions. she's really good in these cheer stuffs. she can do a nice High-V, a good High Touch-down, and an awesome T-motion. you should have seen her buckets. they were sooooo CUTE! (:

with good teaching cheer motions skills, ellis.

12/24/2007

martial arts

dear diary,

TODAY

everybody went to the new house to do some checking and all.

my sister is coming back from SARAWAK tonight! (: so happppeeeee

later, that afternoon, we went to ONE UTAMA to buy Aryl's and my school uniform. it was horrible to see the sight of a BRIGHT BLUE baju kurung skirt and a WHITE baju kurung. i just kept on wishing that holidays would have lasted longer.

however, people always say "Be careful of what you wish for, it might just come true."

but who cares is holidays are longer??




there it is. UGLYYYY (Idk who they are, but look at the uniforms!)


YESTERDAY



i was fooling around yesterday, alone. i was doing messed up martial arts in front of the mirror.

it looked so HILARIOUS!

WATCHA!


it was so much fun. although, it might sound lame and stupid, but it was so fun.


with incredible tae-kwon-do/aikido/karate/wushu talent, ellis (sorry if it's spelled wrongly!)

12/21/2007

swimmmyyy

dear diary,

today, i was sleeping - soundly. and then, i got this text from SANDY saying

"Plans cancelled." something like that.

so i was kind of bummed but i went back to sleep - soundly.

then, got this other text from JOEY. got up to read it. it said

"Ellis, I think I can go to the swimming thing!" something like that.

i replied back,

"But plans have been cancelled." something like that.

then JOEY replied me saying

"What? But i pujuk my mom like hell!" i think it was like that.

So then, i called SANDY to see whether we could still work it out. and so, SANDY said that we could still go.

SO, i got up from my lovely sleep and left all my dreams on the bed. took a shower, got dress, yata yata yata...

I packed my stuff, put on my swimmy suit, everything was ready.

THEN, got this call from SANDY. she said

"Ellis, maybe we do this thing next week or something. then, got more people also." something like that la.

i agreed although i didn't want to. i wanted to GOOOO!!

and next week, my sched would be PACKED!


(oh, BRB. gotta open the door for my abang)
(BACK!)


okay, so, back to the story.

I called SANDY again. i said

"SANDY, i might not be able to go next week, because i am moving and there is a function on saturday. so i will be busy." like that.

Then, SANDY said

"never mind la... we do on the weekdays." something like that.

i just said "OKAY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"


after all my hard work packing and getting ready, i AGREED.

well, too late to change decisions now.

with packed sched, ellis

12/18/2007

Sunny Day Real Estate

dear diary,

there's this awesome song by SUNNY DAY REAL ESTATE. it's soooo good. listen.

Sunny Day Real Estate - Faces In Disguise lyrics

These fears come rushing in when I enter here
Another layer on my back
A blazing fire where our glances meet
The largest feeling towering over me

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire

I long to take you to a secret place
Where we could lay aside our past
We'd throw the world away with all it's pain
To shine like stars through storm and clouds and rain

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**

Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you'll remember me...

I see a tear inside when you're turned away
Another wound that I'd take back
If I could fill your heart just once and then
I'd take you now where we could live again

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**

Go face the day
Go and see new things
Go face the day
But you'll remember me...

Faces in disguise
Not a trace of desire
(cold faces in disguise)**
(not a trace of desire)**




well today, didn't go out! YAY.

i am currently chatting with the hottest-awesomest-prettiest-cutest-BIMBOest girl, SANDDDDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!


she just makes my day all the time. she's always there when you need her. SHE'S A GIRL EVERYONE WANTS TO BE FRIENDS WITH.


i just got bad news that a lot of people can't go swimming this saturday. DANG. was looking forward to it. ):


PHOTOS I TOOK YESTERDAY WHILE LIGHT SHOPPING.








Baby Zara El Sofia and I.

whenever i take pictures with her, she always looks at the camera! how CUTE! (:


and all that jazz!

last night, we watched another movie. it's called CHICAGOOOOOOOOOOOO! (: it was a good movie. and OHMYGOD Renee Zellweger acted brilliant. she's so good in acting.

catherine zeta-jones was good as well!

All That Jazz

C'mon babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that jazz

I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz

Start the car
I know a whoopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz!

Slick you hair
And wear your buckle shoes
And all that jazz
I hear that Father Dipp
Is gonna blow the blues
And all that jazz

Hold on, hon
We're gonna bunny hug
I bought some aspirin
Down at United Drug
In case you shake apart
And want a brand new start
To do that jazz

Skidoo
And all that jazz
Hot-cha
Whoopee
And all that jazz

It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz

Listen your husband isn't home is he
No her husband is not at home
Find a flask
We're playing fast and loose
And all that jazz

Right up here
Is where I store the juice
And all that jazz

Come on, babe
We're gonna brush the sky
I betcha Lucky Lindy
Never flew so high
'cause in the stratosphere
How could he lend an ear
To all that jazz?

Oh, you're gonna see your Sheba shimmy shake
And all that jazz
Oh, she's gonna shimmy till her garters break
And all that jazz
Show her where to park her girdle
Oh, her mother's blood'll curdle
If she'd hear
Her baby's queer
For all that jazz!

C'mon babe
Why don't we paint the town?
And all that jazz
I'm gonna rouge my knees
And roll my stockings down
And all that jazz

Start the car
I know a whoopee spot
Where the gin is cold
But the piano's hot
It's just a noisy hall
Where there's a nightly brawl
And all that jazz!

Oh, you're gonna see your Sheba shimmy shake
And all that jazz
Oh, she's gonna shimmy till her garters break
And all that jazz
Show her where to park her girdle
Oh, her mother's blood'll curdle
If she'd hear
Her baby's queer
For all that jazz!

No, I'm no one's wife
But, oh I love my life
And all that jazz!

That jazz!




TODAY

we spent 6 or 7 hours looking for lights! i'm like WHATTHEHELL??

that stupid MARUZAN shop was sooooo slow. when that dooood wanted to get the stock it took like 3 hours or something. i practically slept at the shop for a while. it was sooooo annoying.

then, we went to another light shop which was so much better. we bought 5 fans and thousands of lights. and that shop was really fast. BETTER THAN MARUZAN!

we spent more than 3000 bucks today. :O

with new lights, ellis

12/16/2007

Once

dear diary,

last night, i watched this incredible movie with my brother. it's called ONCE. it's so wonderful and emotional. check out this amazing song the band wrote.

Frames - Falling Slowly Lyrics

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along








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music player

engage-ment

dear diary,

last night, my sister got engaged!

it was soooo much fun last night. i got to meet many
people. i had to be SUPER FRIENDLY, which wasn't so bad.

i got to meet my sister's friends from NZ! it was so nice to get to talk to them after such a long time.

it was so tiring at first. i had to do this and that. walk here walk there. but there were a lot of people helping out. it was really hot, i was sweating, but it was worth it.

we had some leftover pop-pops, so my cousins and my friends played with them until there were none left.

before the ceremony, my sister and i went to the salon together to get our hairs done, except, bell had better treatment, OF COURSE. (: she looked like an angel. i just washed and blowed my hair. i've never seen bell HAPPIER.




now, we have so many presents, FERRERO ROCHERS, HERSHEYS and FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES!! yum yum. the next time you see me, i might have gained a few pounds.

i'm BIG, DARK, and BEAUTIFUL! :D

with happiness, ellis

12/12/2007

DJian

dear diary,

i am now, OFFICIALLY a DJian. i am no more a malurian. idk how i really feel though. total mixed emotions. bummer. happy, sad, angry, tired, whatever.

it took us like so long to find the stupid jabatan pendidikan. first we went to this jabatan but it was no for selangor. it was for some other place. so we had to drive to another place.

then, we went to the wrong building. so we had to pay the parking toll and go to another building. FINALLY, we got to the jabatan. imagine, 5 hours of nothing. 5 effin hours!

when we reached the jabatan, we told the guy that we wanted to be transferred. the guy thought i was a standard six wanting to be transferred to DJ for form 1 (although, we told him i was a form 1. idiot!). so he said that the school was full. i was totally upset. there wasn't any better school to go to that was near! the guy recommended taman tun! NO EFFIN WAY! then when he heard us say that i was a form 1 he said i could transfer.

that is the story of me. trying to get transferred.

with mixed emotions, ellis


MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Cancer"


Turn away,

If you could get me a drink

Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded

Call my aunt Marie

Help her gather all my things

And bury me in all my favorite colors,

My sisters and my brothers, still,

I will not kiss you,

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.


Now turn away,

'Cause I'm awful just to see

'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,

Oh, my agony,

Know that I will never marry,

Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo

But counting down the days to go

It just ain't living

And I just hope you know


That if you say (if you say)

Goodbye today (goodbye today)

I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)


'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

12/11/2007

My Chemical Romance Pictures


theblackparade. NO? THEN WHAT THE HELL IS? (:


before the concert. look at how dry we are!


pose. head bangers united.


smiling with satisfactionary,


that was fun!


the emo rockers. lol.


12/09/2007

MCR EFFIN CONCERT!

dear diary,

last night. THE BEST NIGHT OF MY EFFIN LIFE! (:

I WENT TO MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT!

oh, i'll never forget last night. i was head banging ; jumping up and down ; dancing ; singing along. it was amazing. i had fun with my sister and her friends. THANKS FOR TAKING ME BELL.

it was raining heavily so everybody danced in the rain. i got so wet but who EFFIN CARES?

the crowd was spectacular.

i'll post a few pictures later.

MCR said :

"we're sorry, but my chemical romance couldn't be here. so we are the replacement called AMERICAN SEX BOYS!" then people started screaming. LOL.

"in rock bands, you gotta perform until you sweat. look what you did to my hair (points to his messed up hair)." people scream.

"you know what? i am thankful to be in this amazing EFFIN band!" screams. i'm gonna say effin now. (:

"are you guys okay? anyway, this song is called, I'm NOT Okay," screams!

then, there was this one part, when everything was dark. and nothing was happening. then suddenly, the sound of the piano playing one note from the legendary song WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE, everybody screamed! just after hearing one note. eg. TING (piano sound) WOOOOOOOOO!!! (people screaming) get it?

we had to wait for quite sometime. but it was EFFIN worth it! before their performance were completely wannabes/poyo bands called One Buck Short and Pop Shuvit. BLUEK. get of the stage bozos.

oh, i saw the big guy from my school, Lionel, there! haha. looks like someone else had their night of their lives as well.

with endless excitement, effin ellis

12/08/2007

a wedding and a new house

i went to a wedding today. it was a the owner of a restaurant's - called 'O'DIN' - daughter or something. my papa loves that restaurant. so, he forced us to go. BLUEK.

the wedding turned out okayyy

then, we went to our new house AGAIN. and Aryl and I had to wait for soooooo long AGAIN. i swear, the next time i gotta wait, i ain't!

TOMORROW ~ MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE CONCERT! (: i can't wait!

with excitement and tiredness as well, ellis

12/06/2007

IKEA

today, went to Ikea to look at closets and stuffs. it was sooooo tiring. my niece, IRA, came along. she kept on stopping every time she saw a toy or a cool furniture. it was cute at first, but then it got annoying because she was slowing us down. WHO CARES?

now, everybody is watching HEROES. although it is a totally OLD episode. but whatever. it's still nice! (:

with super-powers, ellis.

12/02/2007

cockroach attack.

dear diary,

last night, my family and i wanted to try this new place for dinner. i WARNED them, that that place is dirty but NOOOO, they didn't listen. i wanted to eat at this other place badly, but NOOOO. does anyone listen to me now a days?? anyway, we went there and there was a cleaner shop beside it which was showing the best TV show on earth, HEROES. i knew that was a good sign. i told my family that but they still wanted to eat at that dumpster place.

and so we did. then, the most horrible thing happened. a flying cockroach landed on my brother's shoulder! it was soooooooo disgusting. i was horrified. my sister and i started screaming. everyone STARED. 8/ it was embarrassing. then, the cockroach kept on coming to us. it was sooo scary. a NIGHTMARE. the cockroach even landed behind me on my chair. luckily, i bent down and hugged my papa.

after being such a chicken, my papa scolded me and forced me to eat. but by that time, i had no appetite already. :(

STUPID FREAKING COCKROACH.

with much disgust, ellis

furniture shopping

dear diary,

today i went furniture shopping with my family. we went to this shop called ROZEL, SIGNATURE KITCHEN, KENT KITCHEN and LORENZO. really tiring day today. i decided to blog when i got home immediately.

my brother banged my nose today with his shoulder. it wasn't a really comfortable feeling. tears started streaming down my cheeks and i pressed my nose. i didn't feel like crying, but i couldn't stop my tears from falling. so, i immediately tried to stop.

like every Sunday. my papa would drag us to eat at this restaurant called O'DIN. i am so sick of that place. everyone is, except for my papa of course. he woke me up at 10.30 when i could have gotten up so much later. ):

my trying-to-make-friends cousin, Aqeel is coming tomorrow. i'm going to give him a piece of my mind. he is making me so mad. not going to tell why. maybe i will. soon.

with love, the ever annoyed, ellis

11/29/2007

new blog!

NEW BLOG! (:

i suddenly have the inspiration to write. not really a blog person but just wanna let out my feelings. so, this blog is sort of my diary. but i don't think i'll post much secrets. but i will start every post with "dear diary,". it's cute. (:

dear diary,

YESTERDAY

i went to KLCC. There were sooooo many cute guys there! my eyes were always wandering from left to right. I even FLIRTED with one! sounds not like me? sounds like i think i am sooo perasan? but it is true. we were waiting at the lift. the guy was cute and i think he was like looking at me or something. so i looked at him and we smiled at each other. it was so weird. then the lift came and he went in and that was the last time i saw him. ): i wish i was heading upstairs not downstairs. oh well, it was fun while it lasted. BYE BYE CUTE BOY.

TODAY

at home now. mom and my my aunt from Dubai went to KLCC again! there's this members sale at Isetan. so, i guess they are pretty much having a blast shopping. i didn't want to go because it would be boring like yesterday.

just now, i had lunch at spicy kitchen and guess what?? it was raining cockroaches! there were cockroaches everywhere. plus, cockroaches are my greatest fear. i was screaming in the shop and eating really fast to get out of there. to make matters worst, everyone was looking at me and my brother and sister was laughing their heads off. NOT FUNNY GUYS! and to make matters EVEN worse, a guy from my school who likes me was there. it was soooo embarrassing (but he was scared as well. i saw him put his legs up when the cockroach came to him! macho much?). damn those cockroaches.



and whenever i want to end my post, i think i will write "with love, ellis." or something.

with disgust and sadness, ellis.