DJian

dear diary,

i am now, OFFICIALLY a DJian. i am no more a malurian. idk how i really feel though. total mixed emotions. bummer. happy, sad, angry, tired, whatever.

it took us like so long to find the stupid jabatan pendidikan. first we went to this jabatan but it was no for selangor. it was for some other place. so we had to drive to another place.

then, we went to the wrong building. so we had to pay the parking toll and go to another building. FINALLY, we got to the jabatan. imagine, 5 hours of nothing. 5 effin hours!

when we reached the jabatan, we told the guy that we wanted to be transferred. the guy thought i was a standard six wanting to be transferred to DJ for form 1 (although, we told him i was a form 1. idiot!). so he said that the school was full. i was totally upset. there wasn't any better school to go to that was near! the guy recommended taman tun! NO EFFIN WAY! then when he heard us say that i was a form 1 he said i could transfer.

that is the story of me. trying to get transferred.

with mixed emotions, ellis

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS

"Cancer"

Turn away,

If you could get me a drink

Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded

Call my aunt Marie

Help her gather all my things

And bury me in all my favorite colors,

My sisters and my brothers, still,

I will not kiss you,

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.

Now turn away,

'Cause I'm awful just to see

'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body,

Oh, my agony,

Know that I will never marry,

Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo

But counting down the days to go

It just ain't living

And I just hope you know

That if you say (if you say)

Goodbye today (goodbye today)

I'd ask you to be true (cause I'd ask you to be true)

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you

'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you